tales of a sober lad

January 31, 2009

overwhelming futility

Filed under: Rants — Tags: , , , — crossedfingers @ 8:35 am

I’m tired.

Been out of the blogosphere for quite some time now and I still can’t figure out the reason why I’ve been having a hard time trying to express myself in words. Even right now, I actually don’t know what to write. This month has been literally and emotionally tiring and depressing for me. And it sucks to know that my energy has been consumed so much that I can’t think rationally anymore. Add to that the fact that my mood swings are back. I know I’ve been a little different lately and I’m aware that the change has not been for the better, that’s why I would like to apologize for all my pointless ranting and irrational behaviors. I hope February would be a better month. It’s my birth month anyway. I’m really excited for my birthday! My past three birthdays have literally sucked and i don’t want another year of that kind.

Anyway, enough of this. I’m making nonsensical arguments again. Bye.

everybody knows, john legend

Filed under: Music — Tags: , — crossedfingers @ 8:22 am

john_legend_evolverIt gets harder every day, but I can’t seem to shake the pain. I’m trying to find the words to say, please say. It’s written all over my face, I can’t. Function the same when you’re not here. I’m calling your name and no one’s there.

And I hope one day you’ll see nobody has it easy. I still can’t believe you found somebody new. But I wish you the best, I guess.

‘Cause everybody knows, that nobody really knows. How to make it work, or how to ease the hurt. We’ve heard it all before, that everybody knows. Just how to make it right, I wish we gave it one more try. One more try. One more try. ‘Cause everybody knows, but nobody really knows.

-Everybody Knows, John Legend

This is another John Legend song that has been my LSS this whole month of January. Of course, Errica made me love this song. I has a good melody and the lyrics are awesome. Although I must say that the lyrics does not necessarily have to reflect what I’m feeling right now because I’m pretty much messed up right now. Anyway, enjoy the song.

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cross the line, john legend

Filed under: Music — Tags: , — crossedfingers @ 8:15 am

john_legend_evolverOnly just a friend the love story begins. Now here’s a happy ending to believe in. You’re always there for me, now you’re with me in my dreams. It’s got me wondering if you ever dream of me. I don’t wanna risk losing everything. But I’ll take the chance and tell you what I’m thinking.

Girl, you’ve been my best friend. Can we put this to bed then? Tonight’s the night to cross the line. Baby won’t you be mine. Not just my home girl. Time that I take you home girl. Tonight’s the night to cross the line. Let me love you tonight. 

I … I … I … 

– Cross the Line, John Legend

This song has been playing in my mind like crazy. It was introduced to me by my friend, Errica, who is a die-hard fan of John Legend. Ever since then, we sing this song together without minding the number of people who could literally hear our crazy voices and the place we were at. Haha. Anyway, I so love the lyrics of this song. So there…just enjoy!

Youtube link: Click here.

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